The moments of happiness for an orthodox are moments of the grace. Although, for many, the idea of grace is hard to understand … what strengthens us and lights us and unifies our mind is just the grace of God. And, although we say all these things … the grace is a reality not easily to explaine.
Last night I wasn’t able to sleep if at all because of some powerful moments of grace, that made me very clear minded. Clear, clear mind is a consequence of the presence God’s grace in our being. In other words, the grace of God did not allowe me to sleep, although I am guilty man.